Damning these discoveries.....we step ahead.....into unknown paths..........vistas that are yet to be trodden........leaving these realms......we let go of forgone frozen needs......souls that are not yet to be set free by the time...........I invent all these crass expressions.........only to see what I'm made of......a little confusion does me in,.......I'm over the top from here......I'm meant to be.......I could not go on even if I tried hard..........but then You're always there for me.......I don't know how to manage these expressions to make them stay in line.....Good for something......if that's what I'm all about.......I must find what it is I'm able to notch......Health, Happiness....Yes, that's what I want....
Move forward.........into yesterday's entanglements........I'm free.......Freely into the dawn of tomorrow......I train my face......and make a nuance of surrender.......of my corrected endeavours....into the centre of Your Light......a lighted freedom I partake of your wordless wondrous existences...
Waheguru....the more I press....the more I bleed......words ringing in a stuporous silence......I find the magic of your untrainable untried assumptions......that I see freely flying in the maze of my conscience.......I try to home in on my victories..........these untenable feats of frivolities that seem like discoveries.......I need your love to colour and light me inside......I am willing to make a sacrifice of this love to you..........the installments of meaning fused in my words......I try to disdain these efforts....but I'm more than the sum of them all.......
I could dream......I could lie down forever.......never to wake up from these unrealities.......today I'm broken......but soon I mend.......I don't believe in my miseries being endless.....I make the choice.....I try hard to enlighten you of the path........that I've traversed alone......how alone........but now I can't go on making you sad......I'm here to shine my heart......and leave with you this time for sure.........I couldn't go on making us sad any longer....there are ways.......which I believe in I can achieve what you need me to be......I believe in them.....my strength, my Intergrity...........yes, I've achieved whatever it was that I wanted......I don't want more......At least........I can make it back for you..........I don't remember......how it is that you have been loved by me.....My Love
I dream of wayward connections that bind me to you.......somewhere up in the air......demanding the last pieces of flesh from me.......I say your name........Waheguru........I close up and heal these wounds and make a new start....
Move forward.........into yesterday's entanglements........I'm free.......Freely into the dawn of tomorrow......I train my face......and make a nuance of surrender.......of my corrected endeavours....into the centre of Your Light......a lighted freedom I partake of your wordless wondrous existences...
Waheguru....the more I press....the more I bleed......words ringing in a stuporous silence......I find the magic of your untrainable untried assumptions......that I see freely flying in the maze of my conscience.......I try to home in on my victories..........these untenable feats of frivolities that seem like discoveries.......I need your love to colour and light me inside......I am willing to make a sacrifice of this love to you..........the installments of meaning fused in my words......I try to disdain these efforts....but I'm more than the sum of them all.......
I could dream......I could lie down forever.......never to wake up from these unrealities.......today I'm broken......but soon I mend.......I don't believe in my miseries being endless.....I make the choice.....I try hard to enlighten you of the path........that I've traversed alone......how alone........but now I can't go on making you sad......I'm here to shine my heart......and leave with you this time for sure.........I couldn't go on making us sad any longer....there are ways.......which I believe in I can achieve what you need me to be......I believe in them.....my strength, my Intergrity...........yes, I've achieved whatever it was that I wanted......I don't want more......At least........I can make it back for you..........I don't remember......how it is that you have been loved by me.....My Love
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